Kam Saunders shared a heartfelt Taylor Swift message on Instagram after the Eras Tour ended

Taylor Swift wrapped the Eras Tour on Sunday night in Vancouver, bringing to an end nearly two years of the wildly popular concert. The 149 shows took place over five continents, and the 14-time Grammy winner became close with her talented backup dancers.

Kam Saunders, the ebullient dancer with solo portions during the “22” and “Bejeweled” performances, took to Instagram to try and describe his feelings about the Eras Tour coming to an end.

“Every SECOND of this with you I felt seen, honored, celebrated, valued, respected… babe, I would follow you anywhere at any time in any universe in EVERY lifetime. It has been the honor of my life to have been at your side night after night!” Saunders said of Swift.

We’re not crying, you’re crying.